Nathan saw me crying today. At first he saw me wipe my face, and thought I was playing peek-a-boo. Then I bent down and asked him for a hug, and he put on his stony face that he does when he is studying something. He reached out and touched a tear, looked at it on his finger and then tasted it! It was such a sweet moment, and yes, he did give me a hug. He is a very huggable boy. I think he didn't know what to make of it.
Well, I thought I wanted to blog about this, but I guess I'm not ready. This is why blogging isn't working out for me. I used to be a journal-er, but it hasn't transferred over to blogging. Enough to say that I will be all right, and that God has me in his hands.
Well, I hope you continue, because I love to read your posts. I hope whatever it is that upset you today has subsided, and you are feeling better tonight. Baby hugs are the BEST. They make a world of heartaches go away :)
ReplyDeleteSome tears are too precious for the public, or at least for a time.
ReplyDeleteMaybe in time you will be ready and your struggles would help others in their own tears.
The Lord is with you.
And yes, baby hugs are great, and Nathan is a very good hugger.
Love,
Mom
Aaron too has become quite an affectionate little guy. He'll come up to one of us, throw his arms around us, then squeeze as tightly has he can : ) It's very sweet! and a bit unexpected, I guess I thought because he's a boy he wouldn't be very affectionate, but I'm glad that he is (and that Nathan is too!)
ReplyDeletePraying for you during this time.
Love,
Kate